Sunday, December 21, 2008
♥ at 10:33 PM
i sincerely apologise.
i guess tt im nt good enough for u bah, im nt a good girlf, i nt a good person. sorry if i hurt u. seriously u think i wasnt hurt at all, seriously u think i dint cry and seriously u think my heart is nt pain. if u think tt is wat i am thn up to u. u can say i donwan to meet u or ans ur call is cause im trying to run away. yes i am,cause i dunno wat to say when i see u. i dunno how to face im nt brave enough to say wat my feelings were. fine im a coward. i a coward when it comes to relationship. i admit.
mayb i only bring misery to others. i nt good enough for anyone. and nt good enough for u.
u said im cruel, yar i really am. bt wat bout u. hav u thought of those things tt u always say to mi. those words werent hurting i swear,and i really really felt nth.
if tt is the case i dunno those tears tt i shed were for fk.
i really dunno wat to say le.
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im so sorry, guess i have reached my limit ald. i really cant hold on until de end. the promises im sorry i cant fulfil them. things cant go back to wat they were ald. sorry if it all too sudden. if u have changed tt is good,bt i may nt be the blessed one to see ur change. everything has come to an end.
all i wanna say is 2yrs very fast will be over, pls buck up and finish the 2yrs. i will be out here supporting u as a fren(:
its raining nw and i feel like standing in the rain,i dunno why. its been a long long long time since i have done tt...